should i admit that i'm damn lonely, staying up late and sometimes skipped my bed
all those thoughts, will it remain as junks
is it worth to speak out all? not really isnt it.
im not that loud. or shall i admit i'm out of vocab? but yes my english is just band 3.
i get enough food every day. do i really appreciate?
remaining unproductive these days..letting the night pass by.. how little i grasp the opportunity of lailatul qadr..
do they know what i am, right here, right now? of course not
snap
i remembered. He always near. just call the Names and he shall grant us security of souls, which is calm. :)
now i realized, i have no calm most time being alone. =)
but what happened with the past i wasted?
shall i be punished for being such a stone? i was born not to become just statue,...
